Say hello to my dead blog.
No one's visiting my blog anymore :/ Thanks to my "new life"!
I dont enjoy driving to my University early in the morning! Gah!
I hate Malaysian Studies. Its 100% history! OMG. I got a freaking 8.5/10 for my quiz. Gah. I should've gotten full mark for that. I didnt even have a book to refer, okay? :P Cant wait to get my books tho. And who said Malaysian Studies is damn easy?!! Its not easy at all, okay?
Guess what, i feel like an idiot in class. I just hate to see my fren's notes, their books and the way they study. They came to class 45 minutes early so that they could study!! I tend to get jealous of them. I know its ridiculous, but if u guys were in my place you guys would feel the same way too.
"Why are they more hardworking than i am???"
"How am i suppose to compete with them?"
"Can i be the best student?"
There's absolutely no point in typing out all.
"I want to get 4 flat for my exams"
"I want to be known as the best student and not..."
"I want to study hard and..."
These are the things that I wanted, just to prove that I'm good enough to them. Oh my, I really hate that feeling.
Do u think im capable of doing so? Im doubting myself again and it's devastating to find out that I'm not good enough. My confidence has gone, in a way :/
I dont have any picture of my "new" friends. The main reason would be, they're too shy and busy studying. Believe it.
They're nice people to talk and hang out with. But they're all nothing compared to you girls. They cant even make me laugh! Not with their lame jokes.
Im starting to miss you guys like crazy. I know i sound like a gay but wtv. I really do miss u guys.
Im lonely :(
RuS
9:54 pm
