yay!
finally, say hello to my streamyx :D
jakun jakun, haha. i hate you maxis broadband. argh.
im bored at home, help me. u might think im insane. oh yes, i did addmaths for 2 hours yesterday! :D i went to my aunt's house, so yeah, i studied addmaths. yes, im crazy and insane. shoot me.
i told my dad i want to go college in Jan. but heck, he said
tak payah. i want to study! thats why i did add maths -_-" too bored! my piano tchr and my aunt kept on saying the same thing. "wat a waste of time, Lina!"
oh well. wat can i do, rite?
i want to study but my parents didnt allow me to do so. now what? i feel like giving up, seriously. i feel like changing to other courses like business, engineering or maybe, hospitality! hah. pls dont make me to that. its part of our dreams, mummy, abah.
i really dont know what to say.
eventhough i'll be going college in march (if im lucky) or maybe in July, i'll still have to take the exam on the same date with those who entered in Jan. do u think i can cope up with all that? im really doubting myself now. i know its expansive and all. but wats wrong spending some of your money for me to STUDY? wat for if u have lots of money in ur acc and all the saham u got?
sigh, i guess i should just be grateful for wtv i already have.
*im speechless* sigh.
might be going to Penang tmrw. will definitely be back on 3rd Jan. adios ppl!
RuS
10:12 pm
