theres sumting that really bothers me a lot rite now. A LOT. ah, i hate it. kill me if i screw my mid year exam.. really. it bothers me a lot and a lot. it sucks.
i wonder wat do they get by doing this? and why me? why me?! just becoz im noticable? becoz everyone knows me? seriously, go to hell. i did not ask for it. sigh. im sorry if changed lately. but seriously, i want to be alone and i want to focus on my studies. I DONT CARE BOUT ANYTHING ELSE. and im sorry if i abandoned some of my responsibility towards anything. if theres any, forgive me and pls, let me know. im so disturbed rite now. ahh. and i hate this.
i know no one could understand or listen to me. and yeah, i always keep most of my prob to myself. but not wen im angry. i know, i cant control me temper. forgive me. u can see me laughing, smiling happily, but no one knows wat im thinking rite now.
sorry for the very lame post. i just cant help it. and all i need rite now, pls, understand and ignore me. u can think watever u want. coz i dont give a damn anymore. u can call me ANYTHING that u want. so, wtv.
heres a
puisi.. done by me. and its just for fun. dis is wat i always do if im alone.
Pergilah sayangku,
Walaupun ku masih mencintaimu,
Ku masih menyayangimu,
Ku harus melupakanmu,
Ku harus meninggalkanmu,
Takdir telah memisahkan kita,
Usahlah kamu terus mencintaiku,
Kerna takdir tidak mengizinkan kita bersama,
Terlalu banyak duka,
Perit sungguh rasanya,
Hanya kuseorang yang merasainya.
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Dunia ini sungguh tidak adil,
Kenapa, kenapa, kenapa?
Manusia,
tidak tahu erti hidup di dunia ini,
Alangkah sedihnya,
Manusia bergaduh sesama manusia,
manusia menuduh antara satu sama lain,
Adakah itu satu kepuasan?
Nah!
Adakah ini dikatakan ranjau dan duri di bumi ini?
Renugkanlah.
* i wont be online till exams over. so, ciao ppl! and im sorry if this post is a bit too rude..
RuS
11:16 pm
