hey...
gosh. i really miss this blog :P sorry for the late update yah! as usual, ive been very2 busy lately. just wanna let u guys know, im not coming online unless my bro is at home. i told him to keep the modem and put it away from me. so, im not coming online, unless its a weekend or school holiday. heh. must study! :P
alrite, this week, i would say its a really2 challenging week for me. i had to go through a lot of things.. i have to be strong, in any way. patience and strong. dats all i can do.. gosh. God help me, pls.. i know im strong, but how strong can i be? i have my weaknesses too. but hey, im trying my best to become a better person. i'll never give up.
im not gonna tell wat i had to go through coz i think its better for me to just keep it to myself. the way i look, maybe u guys can predict. but let me tell u sumthing, no one can know wat im thinking and wat im feeling. the way i look, is just the way i look. it does not mean anything much. really. i wish there's someone that can make me laugh non stop or someone that could listen to everything that i wanna say. heh.
good news!
i am now the
pembahas sekolah! it has to be in bm :P not debate. its perbahasan.. well, i dunno how did i make it. pn lau called some of us, to do the perbahasan.. well, its from last year actually.. so, we had to do, urm, so called 'audition'. n yeah, ive been chosen.. she said, i cakap bahasa baku. oh great. it feels like im an indonesian. but hey, ive got no relatives there, and im not pure malay. thats for sure :P besides that, she even said, that i have
gaya. wat the crap? heh. n lastly, she also said that i depend so much on my text. gosh. that is just becoz i did not prepare my perbahasan. so i curi avana's text :P thx vana! so, thats wat u call kamikaze :P haha.
dats for today.
so, tmrw's the fourian run. oh god. im not prepared at all. its all becoz of my tight schedule. ive got no time to go for a jog. i still rmmbr that every week, i'll go jogging and dats how i build up my stamina. argh. i dunno wats gonna happen to me tmrw.. it'll be very embarrassing if i did not win. but well, im not gonna put any high hopes on that. all i can say is, insyaallah. i'll try my best. guess wat, now, im not feeling well. ive got a cold and a sore throat. argh. i hope i'll feel much better tmrw. pls. im running tmrw! and i want to run, tmrw. this is my last year. hurm.
i had my piano lesson just now. wen i came back from school, my tchr was waiting for me outside. aiyo. came back home, put my bag and i took of my tie, and yeah, i had my piano lesson with my school uniform and i did not take my shower :P hehe. i guess, tchr didnt complain that much tho. i did practice. only once for this week. i know its not enough. but hey, im too busy. but, i have to practice coz my exam is just less than 5 months and im taking grade 8! sigh. i need to buck up real soon..
ait, dats all for now. i cant take it anymore. im not feeling good. i need to rest. and i need to relax my mind.. which i really2 need. bbye~
RuS
11:14 pm
