boo-yah..!
24th of November. in 6 days time, November will end. ah.. why is it so fast? i just cant believe it. im not complaining, but, ah...
so, yesterday, vana n i went to sunway pyramid. "class party" ngeh. we're supposed to go at arnd 10. but then, we decided not to join them for the movie. who would ever wanna watch happy feet? oh puhlese~ we wanted to watch this one movie. uh, cant rmmbr the title. according to vana, the movie looks nice. its about dancing. unfortunately, the movie tak ada yesterday -____-"
we didnt follow them for the movie, we didnt follow them for bowling, didnt follow them for ice skating. so, vana n i went for shopping.. haha =P both of us spent rm100+ each. oh yes, im not kidding. hehe. vana is in a state of shock :P guilty pleasure, huh? haha. she never spent that much before. hehe. me? im used to it :P haha. this is not my first time. well, rus is back! haha. we bought so many stuff u know =P gurls only~ so, i bought 1 top, 1 handbag, make up :P, necklace. dats all i can rmmbr. theres summore actually. hehe.
we had lunch at pizza hut. theres sundeep n jayvin too! its so damn embarrassing to be with them, u know. they did stupid thing! argh. damn embarrassing man! ah.. our lunch, wasnt that good, to me. honestly.. heh. so, we went back at arnd 5.40 i think? my dad pick us up. my dad sent sundeep n vana home. i didnt know that sundeep's house is near to ridz's house..!
baru tahu! hehe.
yesterday, i saw him! ah.. i was trying to avoid from him. but then, he saw me. hurm. i dont know why im doing this. but ah, i just cant help it. not infront of my frens. i would rather talk to him alone. ah.. why am i doing this? stupid me. guess wat? i pokai edi. hehe. nvm.. next month i'll get my allowance.. cant wait! thank u abah! he said he will gimme rm150 instead of rm120 =P seriously, my money finished edi. haha. but, i told my dad not to give me now. i said, i'll ask him the money if i want to. or else i'll finish up the money in one day =P not kidding.
ah, december~ so fast huh? hurm.. december, then, 2006 will end. say goodbye to 2006 n hello to 2007.. a lot of memories and experience i gained from this year. argh. i cant write everything here. but, theres a lot! so much to mention till i cant find the words. ah..
this year, i actually went to asrama penuh. can u believe it? ive been accepted to be in one of the best school in malaysia. im so lucky. but, in 4 months, i decided to come back to my current school now. if its not becoz of my love towards my piano, i will never ever come back till i finish my spm. but, i know wat im doing. i can make my own decision. dats wat i always wanted. i want to finish up my piano lesson. i will never stop till i graduate or at least grade 8. im glad i am now in grade 8. now, i have to make another decision.. should i take grade 8 practical exam next year? next year, i'll be sitting for spm.. urgh, i dunno. its really hard to make decision. i can still rmmbr the time wen i have to make a decision wether to stay in this school or go to asrama? omg... its really hard. harder than anything that u guys cant even imagine. i hate making decisions u know.
another thing, wen i came back from the boarding school, i am now the head prefect of my current school. i cant believe it, u know. i left for 4 months, and ppl can still accept me. they accept me to become the next head prefect. i cant believe it. thx everyone. i really appreciate it. the trust they put on me, its really amazing. thx again. no doubt, not everyone will be happy with me. i have to admit it. i left, suddenly im the head prefect? God is really testing me. to be the head prefect, i learned a lot. a lot. its not easy, but i have to go through everything. i shall thank to my frens too. they helped me a lot. thx guys. like i said, i hate making decision. but now, to be a leader, u must know how to make a right decision. yes. u have to face all the consequences. bad or good, u have to face it. no matter wat. it teaches me to be a stronger person. eventhough im a girl, i have to be strong. in anything.. although im the head prefect, i am still a student. my academic is the most important thing to me.
to be in the boarding school, i learned to appreciate my parents more. i will always think bout them. i will always call them. besides that, my frens in asrama, they are so nice. they always help me. they will always be with me. day and night. especially to my seniors, kak shima, kak atiq, kak alya, kak ida, kak qeena and a lot more. i miss them damn much. really. they're sitting for spm rite now. good luck.. :D omg, i miss my old school. 4 Helpilia n Brassidium 2.. ahh.. :D
doesnt mean i left from the boarding school, i can enjoy. no-no. i left becoz of that particular reason. and i shall prove it that i can still get 10A1. insyaallah. i will never make my parents dissapointed on me. i should be grateful that they always support me in anything i do. they gave me
everything that i wanted. everything. theres one time, my mom said, 'tak sempat la mummy nak merasa lina jadi doktor'. and u know wat i answered, 'mummy tak blh pergi sampai lina dah kahwin' =P haha. so we went over and over again. haha. i hope i can can fulfill their wish.. i'll try my best.
this year, i get to know a lot of ppl. that includes, my gang. 10 of us. ah.. they are just so crazy. but they're always be with me. they make me happy all the time. haha. besides that, i get to know all of them better. each and everyone of them has diff personality, character, and the way they act. haha. we did a lot of crazy stuff. ppl will never think that im the head prefect u know :P haha.
i suppose, thats all. theres a lot actually.. that will be next time.. i need to take my shower. so see ya..
let me be your..
someone to hold u tight,
someone to make u feel alright,
everyday n nite,
i wish i was ur someone.
someone to hold u when u're weak,
someone to make u feel complete,
everyday n nite
i wish i was ur someone.
and i hold u tight,
still on my mind,
i cant forget u,
wherever u are,
still in my mind...
nice eh..? :)
RuS
9:56 am
