ah.... im not in a good mood at all! hate it. argh. was it just me..? better stay away from me. humph.
i dunno wats wrong with me. i dont have the appetite to eat. sigh. well, dats good to me. coz i dont want to eat. n i dont like to eat. lately, i only had 1 meal a day. oh yes. 1 meal a day. no rice, no bread. no more! now, im just scared to eat. i know its funny, but really! im scared to eat.
"i dunno wats gonna happen to u during the school holidays ni, habislah u naik badan"
>.<
i just cant forget that. thx to that, i am now afraid to eat. serious! now, i will only stare at the food and my grandma will force me to eat. but uh, i dont eat it :P maybe a bit. heh. my bro is now sick of me. sorry bro. usually, i will eat with him. but now, he has to eat alone, coz u know, i dont want to eat. heh.
there was once, i didnt eat for 2 days =P oh yea.. not bcoz of diet. its because of sumthing, urm, cant rmmbr. and now, i had to go for a jog every morning. not everyday lah, of coz. there will be at least, urm, maybe 4 times a week? yeah.
i know u guys will think that im crazy. ppl will tease me, i know. but who cares.. =P no one can stop me. n i miss my sports! i still rmmbr that, i had to run for 400m, 100m, 200m, 4x100m, 4x400m. n yes, i won most of it =P hehe. i was the captain for the handball under-15, i won 'lempar cakera' n 'lontar peluru' (i dunno wat u call it in english) =P. n i still rmmbr i got num 21 n num 15 for larian fourian! oh yea, i got number 32 i think for larian F1. oh yes, the F1 sepang. ah... but now, my stamina went down to the drain. sigh.
i dont eat much, but still i feel like im putting on weight. humph! i know that im growing. but still! is it my hormone? =P haha. my family, most of them are damn tall. hurm. sutimes, im just wondering... argh. im already 16. hello~ oh God, im complaining to much. i should be grateful for wat i already had. hurm. but uh, no one is perfect, rite?
i want my stamina back! im FAT. humph! :(
enough for now.. sorry for the very very very lame post. i just need to let it go. heh. i know this is so stupid. u can laugh at me. humph! i wont mind. at all. heh.
RuS
8:50 pm
