why do i hate tuesday?
hurm.. anything bad always happen to me on tuesday. but, obviously i dun believe in all that.. anything good or bad will happen to everyone. its just a matter of time. i would say, i will always believe in
qada' n qadar. hurm. wasnt really in the good mood going to school just now. i had a backache. it hurts. wen i woke up, omg.. especially wen i was
sembahyang. sigh. its getting worst now. im feeling like an old woman. hurm :/
i had no comment bout school today. its a hard day to me. but, i always take it as a challenge :)
we had an exco meeting. i dun have to mention bout that. after that, p&p as usual. during bio, yeah2 teacher was really2 mad wif sundeep n the gang. they made so much noise n disturbed the whole class! they were laughing n laughing. thx to all the lame jokes. sigh. i didnt really listen to his jokes. but wen bio ends, sundeep continued with his lame jokes. the whole class were like paying attention to him. n yeah, dun make me laugh. u know y ;P i can laugh easily n i can cry easily. so thats y, i laughed to much until i cry.
"who is the most stupid einstein?"
"frank'enstein"
"tudung apa yang paling berguna?"
"tudung saji" -____-"
dat is just so lame. but then, he laughed like hell. n he made the whole class laugh at him. hurm.
enough with sundeep.
back to me. im just wondering, wat do u feel wen there's no trust from the best person in ur life? i dunno y im thinking bout that. lately, i like to ask myself stupid n sensitive question. i just cant help it :P i like to ask myself. n i will answer it n keep it to myself. hmm. sumtimes, in this world u cannot always expect the best moment of ur life will come to u. god is great. there's time that we're happy n there's time that we will be very2 sad till we will cry like mad. hmm. its happens to me. this life is like a cycle. uhuh.
i will not suprise if ppl doesnt trust me anymore. not becoz wat i did, its just that im being myself. im already 16. n i guess, i can think better n i can make my own decision. sumtimes, many years of friendship will end if there's no trust. its true. so far, it has not happen to me YET. but, now, slowly i can see. my very2 old fren. by listening to other ppl for 2 days or more n i guess he/she trusts dat person more than i am. its a waste of time to have such a fren like that. many years of frenship. n boom! its just a memory. i just dun get it. many years of frenship or 2 days of frenship? just ask urself before u make any decision. im imagining too much :P hehe. i wish it will not happen.
i dun think there's any ppl will actually listen to me 100%. definitely. i dun think there's ppl will trust me for at least 80%. n i dun think there's ppl will actually understand me for 200%. (i just like the number 200 :P) life must go on ait? anything happens in ur life, u just have to face it. u got no choice. sigh.
i crapped to much. i dunno why. i've been thinking a lot n a lot lately. dun feel like going to school tmrw. not feeling well. my back hurts. n my head hurts. omg! im like an old lady. nvm,
awet muda. :P
g2g continue n study. thx for listening bloggie :P hehe. tata~
RuS
8:24 pm
