sorry for ignoring u bloggie..
rite.. i'm worried so much bout our dinner... my mom cant stop scolding me, telling me, "blettering" me bout dis dinner. we didnt get any sponsors yet... so, how? my god.. i'm so damn worried.. ' u need at least rm2000 lina.. its a lot. n u didnt get any sponsors yet.. mcm mana ni?' i'm tired of dat.. but, i cant blame her. she helped me a lot.. a lot! so, i just keep my mouth shut. she bought doorgifts for us.. close to rm200. yup. its cute. i guess, i haf to pay her back.. of coz.. my mom is helping me to call the sunway lady tmrw.. wanna ask bout the dinner.. thx again mummy..
although, i think my mom is being unfair to me, i shouldnt haf dat 'jealousy' feeling. my mom bought for my bro an i-pod video, new cloths dat cost almost rm200, a savvy car, a new watch n bla2.. no matter wat, i will always keep it to myself. i want a new watch. "no" i want a new handbag "no" i want a new handphone. samsung. my phone dah rosak. "no" sigh.. but i got a new pair of shoes :) i guess dats good enough.. i dun haf any income.. but, y does my bro get all the priorities..? shh.
no matter wat, i still love u mummy... just hope my mom can really2 help me for the dinner. she's good in all dis thing. so, i cant make her angry. no matter wat. haih.. i haf to go n study rite now.. i must study... sigh... by coming back to this school, i hope my mom wont be dissapointed on me.. i'll prove it. staying in boarding school is just the same as staying here. or even better to me? at least, i got my piano back!!! grade 8!
my mom is acting so weird lately.. she sent me an sms, she wants me to become a doctor, more over i am the head prefect of dis school. she really2 wants me to become a doctor.. insyaallah mummy, i'll try my best to fulfill ur wish n my dreams.. i'm being too emo rite now... argh.. better go n study rite now.. bye~
<3 russey.
RuS
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