heyya fanggoo...
its a fun, tiring n upset day....
-first, i'll start wif fun... :P
we baked cookies just now... tee hee~ too bad nina cant come.. :( vana, hanna, zira n me... n fahim... :P he helped us wif da butter... lol.. he spent his whole day at skool wif us at da bilik masakan... hehe.. we had a great time mixing da flour, da butter, da sugar n finally da choc chips... hehe... dip some choc... how was our choc chip, nina?? nice??? :P nnt bleyh order kat ktorg... :P satu bekas rm 8... hehe... our first cookies was black.. :P overcooked.. firstly, it looks like a bun... hehe.... it looks cute tho.. :P po searn helped us to finish up da cookies... most of it lar.. n guess wat..? daryll, xaron n po searn cooked 5 eggs.. i think..? my god... hehe... tuan samingan actually came to da bilik masakan... he took a pic of us baking... he said he wants to put da pic in his album.. lol.. theres more.. but i think its enough for now... hehe
erm, fahim ask for an apology from me becoz lately, he didnt really tegur me... his fren was like, "dah ok dgn rus...?" hmm... but sumhow, i feel like we r not like dulu... hmm...
-next, tiring day...
wat do u expect... after baking, we haf to clean up the room.. da room was in a total mess... hehe... ouch... my back hurts... sakit pinggang!!!! :( i haf to jaga da cookies.. make sure dat da cookies are not overcooked.. tee hee~ vana haf to wash da dishes.. so do hanna, zira n me... hanna n zira did da acuan.. vana did da acuan for da choc chip cookies.. it was kind da cute... hehe... me... i haf to arrange da cookies... take out da cookies from the oven.. if its black.. u can blame me..? im incharged of dat.. hehe.. went home n sleep.. :P tee hee~
-finally, upset day...
hmm... guess wat... fahim actually confess at dis gurl.. i dun know dat... he oni told me just now... he was so moody.. dats y i asked... i shouldnt ask rite..? stupid me... he almost gave me a heart attack... dat girl is from seafield... i think i know her.. i think... becoz dat gurl said, she knows me trough her frens... nehh dun care.. dat gurl rejected him.. they know each other for only 1 month... 1 damn freaking month.. n fahim actually...... urgh... stop right there... oh god... he actually liked sumone else.. im not jealous... just... i dunno... i've waited for him for so long... i rejected da guy from smk usj12 becoz of him.. its one of da reason actually... aahh!! y is it so hard for him to understand... i cant really understand about my feelings on him... i cant even understand him... its just so hard... i just love him so damn much... but as wat...? im so confused... i think its time for me to forget him as sumone special in my heart... ive tried tho... its hard... damn hard... aih... can sumone help me... i feel like im in an empty tin... my heart is so hurt.. if he coupled wif sumone else, i'll get so upset... if he didn't couple wif anyone, i'll be just so guilty n miserable... urgh... im talking crap rite now...
haf to go to skool 2morrow... damn malas lar... tired.. :P aiyo boss... exco meeting 2morrow.. vana is not coming.. i'll be alone... mayb i haf ball to company me... hmm...
bye~
the girl wif da broken heart...
mE, mEe n mEeE...
<3 russey
RuS
9:13 pm
